I found tears in my eyes, just right after he said goodbye last night.
that's our conversation, glacial and indifferent, as usual... No one wants to show their real emotion and do their best to hide it away.
sometimes this hurts.... hurts so bad.
He said he's gonna marry at year's end. that seems to be too fast as I have never heard he has new gf. oh well He have never told me he has gf since we know each other , since he started his cruel game.
I have no idea how I felt when I heard that, happy? sad? I don't know. really don't know. the only think left is something collapsed inside me.
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I remember a song of Johnny Cash. please listen to it if you read this post.
